1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:04,960 - [soft acoustic guitar theme music] 2 00:01:08,320 --> 00:01:11,800 [pensive orchestral music] 3 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:42,400 - [Radio Announcer] The Prime Minister's son 4 00:01:42,520 --> 00:01:44,760 is reported missing in the Sahara desert, 5 00:01:44,880 --> 00:01:47,760 while taking part in an international motor race. 6 00:01:47,880 --> 00:01:50,080 It's yet another blow for the beleaguered Prime Minister, 7 00:01:50,200 --> 00:01:52,240 who only recently was voted one of 8 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:54,640 the most unpopular Prime Ministers in history. 9 00:01:54,760 --> 00:01:57,520 [doorbell buzzing] 10 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:01,160 - Thank for doing this. 11 00:02:01,280 --> 00:02:04,920 - Yeah, well I'm doing this for you, not him. 12 00:02:08,160 --> 00:02:10,000 - You came, thank god. 13 00:02:12,560 --> 00:02:15,440 - After the drugs charge, he lost his candidacy, 14 00:02:15,560 --> 00:02:18,040 never picked himself up after it. 15 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:20,760 Just wasn't the same Jack. 16 00:02:20,880 --> 00:02:22,080 Before it was cocaine, and now 17 00:02:22,200 --> 00:02:23,160 he's started mixing it with heroin. 18 00:02:23,280 --> 00:02:24,160 - What? 19 00:02:24,280 --> 00:02:26,840 - Why the hell didn't you tell us before? 20 00:02:26,960 --> 00:02:28,560 - We didn't put it together at first. 21 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:29,600 And then we didn't realize how 22 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:31,160 bad it was till it was too late. 23 00:02:31,280 --> 00:02:32,400 I came home from work last week, 24 00:02:32,520 --> 00:02:34,160 and he was rolling 'round on the floor, 25 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:35,960 shouting about headaches and cramp, 26 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:38,200 so I gave him some aspirin and put him to bed. 27 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:40,360 When I went to check on him, I couldn't wake him. 28 00:02:40,480 --> 00:02:42,600 - He got blood poisoning from a dirty needle 29 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:45,960 or whatever crap his dealer uses to cut the heroin. 30 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:47,320 We took him to the hospital, 31 00:02:47,440 --> 00:02:48,880 they pumped him full of antibiotics and methadone, 32 00:02:49,000 --> 00:02:50,840 and then just turfed him out. 33 00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:53,240 - He was back on heroin the next day. 34 00:02:53,360 --> 00:02:56,680 - So, um, what is it you want us to do exactly? 35 00:02:56,800 --> 00:02:58,200 - [Saaghoor] Help us detox him. 36 00:02:58,320 --> 00:03:00,520 - Isn't a rehab unit the best place for that? 37 00:03:00,640 --> 00:03:03,040 - He refuses point blank to go there, 38 00:03:03,160 --> 00:03:05,520 says their petty rules remind him of boarding school. 39 00:03:05,640 --> 00:03:06,680 - Very Jack. 40 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:11,080 - [Orla] This is what he wants, 41 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:13,640 he really wants to get off it. 42 00:03:17,040 --> 00:03:18,240 - We need to keep him re-hydrated 43 00:03:18,360 --> 00:03:21,360 and moving, but not leave the flat for any excuse. 44 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:22,720 - There'll be plenty of those. 45 00:03:22,840 --> 00:03:23,840 - One foot outside this flat, he'll go 46 00:03:23,960 --> 00:03:26,280 straight back to his dealer and score. 47 00:03:26,400 --> 00:03:28,480 - What's the street price of heroin these days? 48 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:32,360 Ow, what? Well it's got to set him back a bit. 49 00:03:32,480 --> 00:03:36,040 - [Saaghoor] Valium for the panic attacks, anti-nausea. 50 00:03:36,160 --> 00:03:37,800 - [Charlie] How long will it take? 51 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:39,440 - [Saaghoor] A few weeks, give or take. 52 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:41,280 - [Orla] Those who can should take time off work. 53 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:43,880 - It's best to have two of us here, if things get volatile. 54 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:45,360 We might need to contain him. 55 00:03:45,480 --> 00:03:47,120 - What, lock him up? 56 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:49,880 - Whatever it takes. 57 00:03:54,160 --> 00:03:55,800 - [Orla] If you're not up for it, just say. 58 00:03:55,920 --> 00:03:57,120 - No one's saying that, Orla. 59 00:03:57,240 --> 00:03:58,360 - [Lilly] Of course not. 60 00:03:58,480 --> 00:04:00,480 - It's a big ask, that's all. 61 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:02,360 - Shouldn't his family pitch in? 62 00:04:02,480 --> 00:04:03,320 - His father cut off all ties 63 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:06,920 after the drugs bust, there's no one. 64 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:10,000 - Don't we owe him this, all of us? 65 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:17,000 Dear god, without him, you wouldn't even have met. 66 00:04:17,120 --> 00:04:19,360 Are we just forgetting that? 67 00:04:31,440 --> 00:04:32,400 - Jack? 68 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:34,960 [tense music] 69 00:04:57,760 --> 00:04:59,000 - We said we'd start on a Monday. 70 00:04:59,120 --> 00:05:00,640 - We start today, Jack, as agreed. 71 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:02,960 - But Monday is the first day of a working week. 72 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:06,120 It makes no sense to start on a Sunday. 73 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:10,080 I need to score one more hit, and then we'll get down to it. 74 00:05:11,720 --> 00:05:16,040 First thing tomorrow morning, I'll get down. 75 00:05:16,160 --> 00:05:18,760 Charlie, Charlie, you're with me on this, right? 76 00:05:18,880 --> 00:05:19,720 Charlie? 77 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:23,200 - Okay, I can do Tuesday afternoon, 78 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:26,120 so just need cover up until then. 79 00:05:26,240 --> 00:05:29,080 I've got something on tomorrow, but you can take it. 80 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:31,760 - Aye, put us down for the first shift. 81 00:05:31,880 --> 00:05:32,720 - Me too. 82 00:05:36,200 --> 00:05:37,600 - I might be okay for later in the week, 83 00:05:37,720 --> 00:05:39,360 Wednesday or Thursday. 84 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:48,840 - Stay the night, Orla has made up a bed for us. 85 00:05:50,840 --> 00:05:53,880 Right, well let me come with you tomorrow. 86 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:55,840 Saaghoor can cover here for a few hours. 87 00:05:55,960 --> 00:05:59,880 - I prefer going on my own anyway, you know that. 88 00:06:02,360 --> 00:06:03,200 - Come here. 89 00:06:07,760 --> 00:06:11,840 One day we'll see this for what it is, a bad patch. 90 00:06:17,560 --> 00:06:20,040 We'll beat this yet, you'll see. 91 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:49,320 [water sloshing] 92 00:06:50,520 --> 00:06:51,600 - Okay Jack, come here. 93 00:06:51,720 --> 00:06:54,760 [breathing heavily] 94 00:06:57,040 --> 00:06:59,200 - You said my head had to be, my head had to be 95 00:06:59,320 --> 00:07:02,160 in the right place. One more hit. 96 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:06,760 I'll start with one more hit. 97 00:07:07,880 --> 00:07:09,800 - Shhh, hold still now. 98 00:07:11,560 --> 00:07:14,120 [somber music] 99 00:07:38,760 --> 00:07:40,040 - How the wives and mothers feel seeing 100 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:42,120 their men going off to the Falklands, 101 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:44,040 is it a just force, defending British citizens, 102 00:07:44,160 --> 00:07:46,240 or the last gasp of a dying Empire? 103 00:07:46,360 --> 00:07:48,240 And I want a profile piece on Shirley Williams 104 00:07:48,360 --> 00:07:50,000 for the second segment, a year after quitting 105 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:53,600 Labor for the STP, regrets, highs, lows. 106 00:07:53,720 --> 00:07:56,120 [Lilly sobbing] 107 00:08:10,600 --> 00:08:12,760 - You're scaring me, Lilly. 108 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:16,040 What's happened? 109 00:08:17,400 --> 00:08:18,240 Tell me. 110 00:08:22,280 --> 00:08:24,360 - All those years, all that aggro 111 00:08:24,480 --> 00:08:27,840 we worked through trying to get the pill. 112 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:31,800 It never crossed my mind I wouldn't be able to get pregnant, 113 00:08:31,920 --> 00:08:34,360 now we're ready, I just assumed. 114 00:08:42,960 --> 00:08:46,280 That was the only pregnancy I'll ever have. 115 00:08:51,200 --> 00:08:53,160 - A doctor told you that? 116 00:08:55,320 --> 00:08:57,360 So see another one, get a second opinion. 117 00:08:57,480 --> 00:08:59,960 - That was the second opinion. 118 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:03,600 Or the fourth, I've lost count. 119 00:09:06,520 --> 00:09:09,120 It's called Asherman's Syndrome, it's when 120 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:11,600 an abortion damages the womb. 121 00:09:16,400 --> 00:09:19,600 - Isn't there something they can do? Operate? 122 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:23,040 - It's too risky, the scarring's too bad. 123 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:28,080 I was prepared to take the risk, but. 124 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:31,040 - Alan still doesn't know? 125 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:35,120 - Only that I have a problem conceiving, not why. 126 00:09:40,240 --> 00:09:44,160 This was like a point on the horizon to fix on, 127 00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:48,720 something I could aim for. 128 00:09:53,640 --> 00:09:56,680 It's like a light's gone out, Charlie. 129 00:10:01,720 --> 00:10:03,840 - Do you hate him for it? 130 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:08,040 Jack? 131 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:17,440 - Tend to do. 132 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:22,680 - Stay, don't go like this. 133 00:10:22,800 --> 00:10:25,040 - No, I'm fine, I'll call. 134 00:10:26,120 --> 00:10:28,160 - Wait, I'll come with you! 135 00:10:28,280 --> 00:10:29,120 Lilly! 136 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:36,960 [somber music] 137 00:10:50,680 --> 00:10:54,720 [music playing softly in background] 138 00:11:01,920 --> 00:11:06,000 - [Alan] There's other places we can go to, you know? 139 00:11:11,520 --> 00:11:13,840 What's his name, the one in Manchester? 140 00:11:13,960 --> 00:11:16,840 They've only did the testing bit. 141 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:18,000 - It's over. 142 00:11:21,440 --> 00:11:25,280 - Well, we'll try other alternatives, there's adoption. 143 00:11:29,680 --> 00:11:31,280 - You always said that you couldn't 144 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,760 love a child that wasn't yours. 145 00:11:34,880 --> 00:11:38,960 - Well, I want what you want, Lilly, if it's a baby 146 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:45,040 - What about when it's not a baby anymore? 147 00:11:45,160 --> 00:11:49,040 When it's a stroppy teenager with a mind of its own? 148 00:11:54,680 --> 00:11:59,160 - Well, I hope I've learned to love it by then. 149 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:03,560 - Love like that's not something you learn, 150 00:12:03,680 --> 00:12:06,920 it's something you give unconditionally. 151 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:12,400 - Hey hey hey. 152 00:12:13,680 --> 00:12:16,520 [sobbing] 153 00:12:16,640 --> 00:12:17,480 Shhhhh. 154 00:12:24,240 --> 00:12:27,080 [sighing heavily] 155 00:12:33,760 --> 00:12:37,480 We're gonna still have a good life, me and you. 156 00:12:38,760 --> 00:12:43,480 We can do things that couples with kids can't do, you know? 157 00:12:43,600 --> 00:12:44,360 Travel, and 158 00:12:55,120 --> 00:12:56,200 we'll be free. 159 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:07,440 - Houston, we have a problem. 160 00:13:09,160 --> 00:13:11,680 - Ah, there's my precious girl. 161 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:16,960 - I came home from work, and she'd 162 00:13:17,080 --> 00:13:20,000 camped out on the doorstep waiting. 163 00:13:29,640 --> 00:13:31,800 - I need to be near a television set at all times, 164 00:13:31,920 --> 00:13:34,120 things are moving so fast. 165 00:13:35,200 --> 00:13:37,320 Oh, I need a radio for the world service, 166 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:40,680 a short wave one, and some pens. 167 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:43,080 - Mum, where are your pills? 168 00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:49,520 Your pills, where are they? 169 00:13:49,640 --> 00:13:52,960 - Oh, I'm taking a break from them, dear. 170 00:14:03,520 --> 00:14:05,800 Someone has to keep a look on the Argentinean casualties, 171 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,480 you can't trust them to tell us. 172 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:11,920 368 died on the Belgrano, and all we hear about 173 00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:15,240 are the 20 who died on the Sheffield. 174 00:14:15,360 --> 00:14:16,200 They talk about a proportionate response, 175 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:18,040 how is that a proportionate response? 176 00:14:18,160 --> 00:14:22,120 Either every human life is of value, or it isn't. 177 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:34,600 - This brings back memories, 178 00:14:34,720 --> 00:14:37,360 of days of yore when we were students. 179 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:39,960 - Where did you and I ever do this as students? 180 00:14:40,080 --> 00:14:42,360 - In here we did, much more. 181 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:45,760 [laughing] 182 00:14:51,320 --> 00:14:54,200 - God only knows what she's doing down there. 183 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:57,160 - Well, what's one more cuckoo in the nest? 184 00:14:57,280 --> 00:15:00,840 How about I do your shift here tomorrow? 185 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:03,000 You can sort out your mum. 186 00:15:04,440 --> 00:15:06,520 - What about work? 187 00:15:06,640 --> 00:15:10,000 - I'm not in court until the day after, so. 188 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:22,080 This thing with Lilly, you think 189 00:15:22,200 --> 00:15:25,200 it's the biological clock they're on about? 190 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:27,360 That she left it too late? 191 00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:34,480 Maybe it's time we got our show 192 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:37,160 on the road in that department. 193 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:51,920 - What if it's a trade-off? 194 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:54,720 A woman becomes a mother, she puts her child's needs 195 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:57,960 before her own, that's what we're 196 00:15:58,080 --> 00:16:00,800 programmed to do, that's the deal. 197 00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:07,320 What if it means everything I considered you gets lost? 198 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:09,920 I get lost? 199 00:16:14,280 --> 00:16:17,560 Like that poem, not waving but drowning. 200 00:16:22,240 --> 00:16:24,960 - Well, you won't be in it alone, 201 00:16:27,080 --> 00:16:30,560 because I'll be right there with you. 202 00:16:30,680 --> 00:16:32,360 I'd be your life raft. 203 00:16:59,920 --> 00:17:01,160 - [TV Announcer] Further air operations were 204 00:17:01,280 --> 00:17:04,480 also conducted over the Falkland Islands today. 205 00:17:04,600 --> 00:17:06,560 The attack on Port Stanley Air Field 206 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:08,360 this morning was successful. 207 00:17:08,480 --> 00:17:11,640 The only aircraft involved returned safely. 208 00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:13,760 In the case of sea harrier attacks, 209 00:17:13,880 --> 00:17:15,760 one of our aircraft was shot down. 210 00:17:15,880 --> 00:17:17,880 The pilot has been killed. 211 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,880 His name will be announced after confirmation 212 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:23,120 has been received that his next of kin have been informed. 213 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:26,560 All the other sea harriers returned safely. 214 00:18:08,720 --> 00:18:11,200 [eerie music] 215 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:34,040 [breathing shakily] 216 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:37,400 - I just need to get there. 217 00:18:42,480 --> 00:18:44,120 Okay, when tomorrow? 218 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,480 I'll contact you. 219 00:19:10,800 --> 00:19:11,640 Guilty. 220 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:31,120 [birds chirping] 221 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:09,920 [car engine starting] 222 00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:21,920 [pensive music] 223 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:30,960 - [Charlie] The manic phase is hard enough, 224 00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:32,880 when she crashes into the depression, 225 00:20:33,000 --> 00:20:34,960 and now she has this thing about The Falklands. 226 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:36,400 - [Doctor] Obsessions are a common symptom 227 00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:38,760 of manic depression, a chemical imbalance in their brain can 228 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:40,280 - I know what it means, I've had to deal 229 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:42,000 with it long enough. 230 00:20:43,360 --> 00:20:44,400 I just can't hold down a job 231 00:20:44,520 --> 00:20:47,800 and watch her 24 hours a day anymore. 232 00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:49,160 I can't do it. 233 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:53,560 I need you to help me get her admitted again. 234 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:54,920 Get her back on the medication, I can pretty well 235 00:20:55,040 --> 00:20:57,360 cope with her when she's on it. 236 00:20:58,560 --> 00:21:00,080 You're her doctor, they'll have to 237 00:21:00,200 --> 00:21:01,320 listen to you, won't they? 238 00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:03,240 - Sorry, Miss Pew, there's an embargo 239 00:21:03,360 --> 00:21:06,360 now on all voluntary psychiatric admissions. 240 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:07,960 It's part of the new mental health policy 241 00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:09,280 from the government. 242 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:12,000 All long-term mental hospitals have to be closed, 243 00:21:12,120 --> 00:21:15,600 all patients relocated to hostels or at home. 244 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:20,760 Care in the community, that's what they're calling it. 245 00:21:26,240 --> 00:21:28,840 - Then she'll have to be sectioned, 246 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:30,360 so it's not a voluntary admission. 247 00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:31,600 - They can only do that if she's a threat 248 00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:32,840 to herself or others. 249 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:34,640 - So what, we wait until she cuts her wrists again, 250 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,760 or takes another overdose? 251 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:41,880 - Is there no one in your family that can help you? 252 00:21:43,520 --> 00:21:47,960 - My brothers say their own families are their priority. 253 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:51,000 Apparently, caring is women's work. 254 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:57,760 She pulled the ladder up after her, didn't she, Thatcher? 255 00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:02,640 Didn't see that coming. 256 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,960 Sorry to waste your time. 257 00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:12,760 [up-tempo hip hop music] 258 00:22:43,600 --> 00:22:45,720 [groaning] 259 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:02,680 - [Banker] How can I help, Mrs. Harper? 260 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:06,880 - I'd like to start my own business. 261 00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:08,560 - What sort of business would that be? 262 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,040 - Greeting cards. 263 00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:13,360 Oh, sorry, sorry. 264 00:23:17,400 --> 00:23:21,200 I've applied for an enterprise allowance. 265 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,680 I've put some costs together. 266 00:23:26,120 --> 00:23:27,920 I need a loan of 3,000 pounds 267 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,400 for three months to get started. 268 00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:33,640 That'll buy a print run of 1,500 to produce 12,000 cards 269 00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:37,080 from my own designs I did in art college. 270 00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:42,640 I need to research current trends, of course, 271 00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:45,440 I'm aiming for the high end of the market, though, 272 00:23:45,560 --> 00:23:49,400 big department stores, independent art and gift shops. 273 00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:53,440 - Have you approached any of them? 274 00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:55,880 Secured any potential orders? 275 00:23:57,880 --> 00:24:01,240 - Without any finished cards to show them? 276 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:06,880 It's chicken and egg, isn't it? Catch 22. 277 00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:08,120 - We're not in the habit of handing 278 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:11,240 out unsecured loans, Mrs. Harper. 279 00:24:11,360 --> 00:24:14,520 - This is the enterprise culture everyone's on about, is it? 280 00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:18,280 - You need collateral, your house for example. 281 00:24:20,360 --> 00:24:24,520 You need your husband's support for that, obviously. 282 00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:25,680 - Obviously. 283 00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:28,720 - Excuse me. 284 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:46,280 [indistinct talking] 285 00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:00,160 - [Charlie] Oh no, don't say it. 286 00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:04,160 - The front door was locked, we thought he was in his room. 287 00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:10,000 - Look, he can't have gone far, his car's right 288 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:29,400 - Go into the kitchen, Mum. 289 00:25:30,840 --> 00:25:33,560 Do you think we should get Jay back to check on him? 290 00:25:33,680 --> 00:25:36,000 - Let him sleep it off first. 291 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:42,000 - Orla, is there a key for this room? 292 00:25:42,120 --> 00:25:46,120 - There might be a spare bunch in the kitchen, let's see. 293 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:13,880 - It's for the loan. 294 00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,320 To pay the printer for the first run, 295 00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:19,840 and once it's paid off and up and running 296 00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:21,720 - Did you see the interest rate on this? 297 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,120 - I went to four banks, Alan. 298 00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:26,040 Each and every one laughed me out of court, 299 00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:27,240 that was the best deal I could get 300 00:26:27,360 --> 00:26:29,200 and I had to beg to get that. 301 00:26:29,320 --> 00:26:32,480 - Do you need that many cards, Lilly? 302 00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:34,240 - The more you print, the cheaper it is, 303 00:26:34,360 --> 00:26:36,760 that's just how it works. 304 00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:38,280 I'll do the folding and stuffing 305 00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:40,400 of envelopes to keep costs down. 306 00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:44,320 - 12,000 cards? I mean, we should all live so bloody long! 307 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:51,720 What if you can't pay back the loan, we'll lose the house. 308 00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:53,280 Hey, no, don't be like that. 309 00:26:53,400 --> 00:26:55,640 - No, it's a daft idea. - Don't be like that, Lilly. 310 00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:58,400 - No, I don't understand the rush. 311 00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:03,240 Lilly, it's a big step. 312 00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,280 - Waiting won't change anything. 313 00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:14,360 - Look, you start at that new school next term, 314 00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:15,640 you're going to be working all day, 315 00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:16,840 I don't know how you're going to find time to be packing 316 00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:18,080 - [Lilly] I called them. 317 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:19,800 - What? 318 00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:23,840 - I called them, told them I'm quitting teaching. 319 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:27,240 I'm not spending every day 320 00:27:27,360 --> 00:27:30,160 surrounded by kids, Alan, I'm not. 321 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:28,040 Right, we need to get a phone in here, 322 00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:31,160 and if you could set up that computer. 323 00:28:43,240 --> 00:28:46,160 [pensive, sad music] 324 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:15,760 - I hope I did the right thing, calling you. 325 00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:27,920 He's still pretty much out of it. 326 00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:30,080 - [Man] Thanks. 327 00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:02,040 Jack? 328 00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:22,080 On my way here, I was thinking how this all started, 329 00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:26,920 this estrangement between us. 330 00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:36,880 When you were little, everybody called you "Daddy's Boy", 331 00:30:39,720 --> 00:30:41,400 drove your mother mad. 332 00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:47,080 "He only has eyes for you," she used to say. 333 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:50,840 You always used to wait for me 334 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:55,000 at the front door when I got home, always, without fail. 335 00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:09,920 But then you went away to school, and it was me, 336 00:31:11,840 --> 00:31:14,040 who was waiting at the door, 337 00:31:19,160 --> 00:31:22,640 but it wasn't the same child who came back. 338 00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:27,160 No, it was an angry little stranger. 339 00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:38,360 Was I to blame for that? 340 00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:43,760 Was I to blame for sending you away to school? 341 00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:45,680 Never did me any harm. 342 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:54,920 And then later, when you were a teenager, 343 00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:57,720 you were doing what all kids do, 344 00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:00,560 you were finding your own way, 345 00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:04,760 and I thought that challenging me was part of that, 346 00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:11,000 and that you'd pull through it. 347 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:19,600 All I could feel was the loss 348 00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:25,040 of that little boy who used to wait for me. 349 00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:32,160 I feel his absence even in your presence. 350 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:42,640 That was when it started, wasn't it? 351 00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:44,280 Our war of attrition? 352 00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:48,960 The day I drove you to that bloody school. 353 00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:57,320 The wrong turns you've taken since, 354 00:32:57,440 --> 00:32:59,560 I've driven you there, too. 355 00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:13,160 I do want to help you through this, Jack. 356 00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:27,200 Let me. 357 00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:49,040 [quietly sobbing] 358 00:34:38,720 --> 00:34:40,000 - [Jack] I did it for you. 359 00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:41,800 - [Jack's Father] I think we both know why you did it, Jack. 360 00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:44,080 Look in the mirror, Jack, look! 361 00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:46,040 Loyalty has nothing to do with it. 362 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:48,680 - [Charlie] Of course you feel, you get so angry, 363 00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:49,920 that's the proof of it. 364 00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:51,680 - [Jack] I have never met anybody 365 00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:54,120 so full of pre-digested crap. 366 00:34:56,160 --> 00:34:57,320 - [Charlie] If I needed further proof 367 00:34:57,440 --> 00:35:01,000 of my total irrelevance to you, today is it. 368 00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:04,880 Whatever this pitiful excuse 369 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:07,560 for a relationship is, it's over. 370 00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:09,880 What was it you said in your interview, 371 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:13,000 about being defined by moral values? 372 00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:15,920 - [Jack] I'm here, aren't I? 373 00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:18,920 - [Charlie] You hesitated, Jack, you hesitated. 374 00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:20,360 [echoing] 375 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:22,480 [sobbing] 376 00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:40,600 - I don't want Victorto see me like this. 377 00:35:40,720 --> 00:35:44,760 - Orla has taken him to the station, he's gone to Tuxworth. 378 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:49,840 Group action from the riots, police misconduct. 379 00:35:52,720 --> 00:35:55,840 Reading them the riot act, knowing him. 380 00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:02,800 - The best man won, didn't he? 381 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:07,080 You chose well. 382 00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:16,080 [sobbing] 383 00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:18,160 - Jack. 384 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:22,920 - Everything I touch turns to shit, Charlie. 385 00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:24,440 - That's not true. 386 00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:30,440 - Name one thing, one fucking thing I've not screwed up. 387 00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:36,960 Losing you is top of the bloody list. 388 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,680 - It was always a fire-fighting operation. 389 00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:49,440 You and your demons. 390 00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:55,120 I thought if I just hung in long enough. 391 00:36:55,240 --> 00:36:58,720 But you're the only one who can beat them, Jack. 392 00:36:58,840 --> 00:36:59,960 This hell that you're going through now, 393 00:37:00,080 --> 00:37:01,800 maybe this is what it takes to make you see. 394 00:37:01,920 --> 00:37:04,720 - How the hell can I live any of this through? 395 00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:06,760 The damage I have done? 396 00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:12,440 I'm worthless. 397 00:37:14,240 --> 00:37:17,280 Worthless, useless, pointless rubbish, 398 00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:20,400 piece of shit that I am! 399 00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,720 I want out of this shit of a life, I want out, I want out! 400 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:27,840 - Jack! 401 00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:29,880 - I'm worthless, a worthless fucking 402 00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:31,200 - Piece of shit! - Stop it! 403 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:33,400 - I just want out of this fucking life! 404 00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:34,800 - Stop it, stop it! 405 00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,920 - Jack! - Fuck! 406 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:39,480 - Stop it! Stop it! - I want out of this 407 00:37:39,600 --> 00:37:41,160 - Shit of a life! 408 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:44,320 - Stop it! 409 00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:34,520 Mum? 410 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:42,080 Mum, Mum? 411 00:39:02,560 --> 00:39:05,600 [cheery, folky music] 412 00:39:20,680 --> 00:39:22,720 - Alright, that's 9,225. 413 00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:28,360 - [Margaret Thatcher] The Battle of the Falklands 414 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:30,880 was a remarkable military operation. 415 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:34,120 Boldly planned, bravely executed, 416 00:39:34,240 --> 00:39:36,760 and brilliantly accomplished. 417 00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:40,520 We owe an enormous debt to the British forces, 418 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:43,760 we honor them all. 419 00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:46,200 They have been supported by a people, 420 00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:49,240 united in defense of our way of life, 421 00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:52,320 and of our homeland territory. 422 00:39:52,440 --> 00:39:54,520 - From a nation of deceptors to flag-waving 423 00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:56,680 nationalists, some county. 424 00:39:58,080 --> 00:40:00,920 - [Orla] Someone's feeling better. 425 00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:04,120 - Still no news? 426 00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:09,040 - I'll take their stuff while I'm here. 427 00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:11,800 - [Orla] Stay, eat with us. 428 00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:13,960 - Victor's waiting for me. 429 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:18,720 - I had the weirdest dream the other night, 430 00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:21,520 we were back together, you and me. 431 00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:27,160 Blast from the past. 432 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:35,560 - If Mum turns up or anything 433 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:38,640 - [Orla] You'll be the first to know. 434 00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:48,280 Charlie, you dropped this. 435 00:40:51,720 --> 00:40:53,160 Could she be here? 436 00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:56,320 - Oh god. 437 00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:05,040 [car radio playing pop music] 438 00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:46,160 [eerie crying] 439 00:42:12,720 --> 00:42:15,400 [chimes jingling] 440 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:24,920 - [Charlie] Oh my god! 441 00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:27,160 [shushing] 442 00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:45,480 - [Man On Loudspeaker] You must evacuate the area! 443 00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:47,000 Clear the area! 444 00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:51,160 [whistles blowing and dogs barking] 445 00:42:52,880 --> 00:42:55,280 Clear the area! Immediately! 446 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:59,120 [crowd screaming and yelling] 447 00:42:59,240 --> 00:43:00,760 Evacuate the area! 448 00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:06,120 [women singing in unison] 449 00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:11,120 - Mum? Mum? 450 00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:18,000 Come on, Mum, come on. 451 00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:23,520 [woman screaming] 452 00:43:24,720 --> 00:43:27,280 [dogs barking] 453 00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:44,360 There we are. 454 00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:54,200 [sobbing] 455 00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:58,760 - I'm so sorry. 456 00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:05,200 What I put you through. 457 00:44:07,800 --> 00:44:11,120 I'm no good to myself or anyone else, am I? 458 00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:21,960 - We're none of us perfect. 459 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:29,920 [sobbing] 460 00:44:41,240 --> 00:44:44,040 [sighing heavily] 461 00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:56,960 - You tried forcing it? 462 00:44:57,080 --> 00:44:58,720 - Tried, and failed. 463 00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,080 - Why didn't the kid give you the door keys? 464 00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:03,680 - If we knew where they were, 465 00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:06,320 police had to force their way in. 466 00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:12,640 - So, you two still based down in Florida. 467 00:45:13,760 --> 00:45:17,040 - Most summers we're here, or France. 468 00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:19,440 Have a place near Nice, now. 469 00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:25,000 So, life in Edinborough, you're running a bookshop there? 470 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,400 - Yeah, my customers call me Mr. Sing. 471 00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:33,320 - Consulting surgeons are the only doctors 472 00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:37,280 allowed to be called Mr. I never got that far, did I? 473 00:45:41,200 --> 00:45:44,520 - Oh, they wrote to us, about the civil thing. 474 00:45:44,640 --> 00:45:46,840 - Marriage, is the word. 475 00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:51,000 Or is that a dirty word when applied to the likes of me? 476 00:45:51,120 --> 00:45:53,000 - I was going to say congratulations. 477 00:45:53,120 --> 00:45:55,320 - I think we have lift-off. 478 00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:57,640 - Where'd you find those? 479 00:45:57,760 --> 00:45:59,120 - In the study. 480 00:46:01,240 --> 00:46:04,040 I give up, its secret stays in there. 481 00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:16,080 - Want a hand? 482 00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:24,360 Victor was talking to Alan at lunch, 483 00:46:24,480 --> 00:46:28,480 apparently his marriage didn't work out, he's divorced. 484 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:35,720 - And you're telling me this because? 485 00:46:35,840 --> 00:46:39,880 Oh yes, I see, because you think that after all these years, 486 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:45,560 we might be in for a touching reunion, nice try. 487 00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:46,920 - Tell me, does it make it easier 488 00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:49,520 punishing me rather than yourself? 489 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,640 If so, knock yourself out. 490 00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:10,080 - [TV Announcer] It was only a shabby street 491 00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:12,920 behind Paddington Station, but tonight it was 492 00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:15,560 the focus of world attention. 493 00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:19,600 Just top corner of the heir apparent was visible. 494 00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:22,080 - Thanks for coming. 495 00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:26,960 - So, your card business is taking off. 496 00:47:27,080 --> 00:47:28,600 - Well, I did hope. 497 00:47:31,240 --> 00:47:36,120 You didn't get me here to talk about that, did you? 498 00:47:36,240 --> 00:47:40,280 - You're the last person I should be telling this to. 499 00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:43,720 But you're the first person I thought of. 500 00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:45,920 I'm pregnant. 501 00:47:49,320 --> 00:47:50,680 - I thought you were on the pill. 502 00:47:50,800 --> 00:47:52,800 - I missed a couple. 503 00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:56,840 Our mercy mission with Jack, forgot to double up. 504 00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:03,480 - Oh no, not Jack. 505 00:48:10,480 --> 00:48:14,560 - I was afraid you'd be angry, or hate me, or both. 506 00:48:19,760 --> 00:48:21,800 You're better than that. 507 00:48:24,320 --> 00:48:25,480 - Does Victor know? 508 00:48:25,600 --> 00:48:26,400 - No. 509 00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:31,920 My first thought was, abort it. 510 00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:35,680 But what if it's Victor's? 511 00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:39,960 Then I thought, maybe I only want 512 00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:43,120 to get rid of it because I'm scared. 513 00:48:44,640 --> 00:48:46,200 - Scared of what? 514 00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:49,480 - If I have it, I'll disappear. 515 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:50,920 It won't be me. 516 00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:54,480 I asked the doctor at the clinic 517 00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:57,320 if there was a prenatal test they could do 518 00:48:57,440 --> 00:48:59,520 before it was born which could tell 519 00:48:59,640 --> 00:49:01,000 - The race. 520 00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:02,360 - The paternity. 521 00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:05,240 They'll only do tests like that 522 00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:07,680 when there's a genetic risk of a 523 00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:10,360 condition incompatible with life. 524 00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:17,280 - If I tell Victor, I'll lose him. 525 00:49:19,240 --> 00:49:21,520 I mean, it's Jack, isn't it? 526 00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:29,360 - Tell him it's someone else's. 527 00:49:34,720 --> 00:49:38,760 - It's not just one lie in one conversation, is it? 528 00:49:39,920 --> 00:49:43,120 I'd have to live with it for a lifetime. 529 00:49:44,320 --> 00:49:47,480 What sort of person would that make me? 530 00:50:03,680 --> 00:50:06,080 - [Victor] The man of the house is home! 531 00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:08,120 Where's that fatted calf? 532 00:50:12,320 --> 00:50:14,640 - [Charlie] I need to talk to you about something. 533 00:50:14,760 --> 00:50:16,600 - That sounds ominous. 534 00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:21,400 - Will you just sit down, please? 535 00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:25,160 [soft, sad music] 536 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:01,040 - If not mine, then who? 537 00:51:24,760 --> 00:51:28,320 - You were out with a case, there was a party 538 00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:32,680 after the studio one night. 539 00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:36,960 I had too much to drink, and I 540 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:41,960 - Someone you work with? 541 00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:48,680 - It could still be yours. 542 00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:52,800 There's no way of knowing until 543 00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:56,160 - It's born and we see what color it is. 544 00:51:58,880 --> 00:52:02,640 What we have isn't enough for you, is it? 545 00:52:02,760 --> 00:52:04,240 - Yes, it was just, 546 00:52:08,960 --> 00:52:10,720 a moment of weakness. 547 00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:16,280 What we have is more than I ever hoped for. 548 00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:18,320 It's more than I deserve. 549 00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:46,200 [breathing heavily] 550 00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:10,080 - Niggers, not got the bloody sense they was both with. 551 00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:15,560 - What did you call me? 552 00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:18,360 - West End lost again, have they? 553 00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:20,960 [laughing] 554 00:53:21,080 --> 00:53:23,200 [grunting] 555 00:53:29,440 --> 00:53:31,560 [groaning] 556 00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,800 - What happened to you? 557 00:54:12,080 --> 00:54:14,040 - A moment of weakness. 558 00:54:31,960 --> 00:54:34,240 - Is this it for us, Victor? 559 00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:58,240 [heavy, moody orchestal music]